Some Musings on my Spirituality
After almost 9 years of on and off spirituality, practicing of witchcraft, etc. you would think that I already have it all figured out in terms of labels and what I practice and all of that. In reality though, I have basically no clue.
I have gone through many labels, Wiccan, Pagan, Luciferian, Celtic Witch, Eclectic Witch, Lunar Witch, Folk Magic Practioner, etc. etc. It's never ending.
My practice began when I was 11, but maybe even before then without me realizing, and I really wanted to learn to Astral Project. So I started learning, I have not been successful even now but it's been a journey.
I made my first altar and "Book of Shadows" soon after.
Nowadays, at 19 turning 20, I'm more confused than ever. I feel I never have time for it, I can barely sit down and read a book, I don't feel I have the space for meditation, I've always struggled with journaling.
But, just because I struggle on keeping up with everything does not make my spirituality invalid. I've been trying to get back into it again, and I'll see how it goes but I think I'll go on a detox from things and really cleanse myself. I'll be making another blog about that later.
I want to go full force into German folk tales and practices and I want to figure out how my upbringing in North America, specifically Arizona, USA, and moving to Northern Sweden has impacted and influenced my spirituality. How has the internet influenced it? The people around me? My upbringing as a non-denominational Christian? How has the course of my life impacted and influenced me and my spirituality.
That's what I think I'm going to figure out.